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[Original] Losing You
Ehhhh... I guess I felt like adding some angst here. I don't write enough of it, so why not?
Title: Losing You
Fandom: Dare [Original]
Summary: "You idiot. Do you think I want to lose you?"
Claimer: All mine... though, I have no idea who in Dare Kelton's talking about. o_O
"I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud" - It's My Life (Bon Jovi)
Let's be frank. I'm not exactly sure where this story is going to end - sure, it started off great. Most stories tend to start off slow, get great in the middle, and finish with a satisfying ending. Of course, stories finish... when we die.
You're not supposed to break a friendship just because "you feel it's right". Since when was it ever right? I don't even know what's going on in your head anymore. And maybe... it's... hard to admit it, but maybe I never did.
Maybe I never really knew the person behind those smiles and sullen growls when you wanted me to open up. But, come on. It's not the same thing when you suddenly become upset, claiming you had bottled up feelings that you weren't going to share to the world.
(That, by the way, just makes you even more of an idiot by not coming and talking about it to me.)
... I guess I'm just frustrated. Sure, I'm not entirely honest with you, and I apologize for that. Heck, I wish I could've tried better to honestly express what I felt. Perhaps, then... perhaps... maybe this wouldn't have happened.
Maybe you wouldn't have broken off our friendship because neither of us really knew what to say to each other. Maybe we wouldn't be talking as much as we used to. (I honestly missed hearing your voice on the phone every day.)
Why am I letting you slip through the cracks? I honestly liked being with you too much to let you go.
...
Maybe I'm the biggest idiot of all, for failing to see the warning signs. For texting you even after you told me not to. For being an idiot who still can't grasp reality.
I need to tell you. I like you more than you'd ever imagine. So don't let our friendship go to waste. We've known each other for too long to let it slip away from our fingers so quickly.
I'm too afraid to tell you in person, so.. I had to write a letter. Forgive me for my carelessness. For being forgetful and lazy. But I'd still like to be your friend more than anything else in the world.
Sincerely,
Kelton
Title: Losing You
Fandom: Dare [Original]
Summary: "You idiot. Do you think I want to lose you?"
Claimer: All mine... though, I have no idea who in Dare Kelton's talking about. o_O
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud" - It's My Life (Bon Jovi)
Let's be frank. I'm not exactly sure where this story is going to end - sure, it started off great. Most stories tend to start off slow, get great in the middle, and finish with a satisfying ending. Of course, stories finish... when we die.
You're not supposed to break a friendship just because "you feel it's right". Since when was it ever right? I don't even know what's going on in your head anymore. And maybe... it's... hard to admit it, but maybe I never did.
Maybe I never really knew the person behind those smiles and sullen growls when you wanted me to open up. But, come on. It's not the same thing when you suddenly become upset, claiming you had bottled up feelings that you weren't going to share to the world.
(That, by the way, just makes you even more of an idiot by not coming and talking about it to me.)
... I guess I'm just frustrated. Sure, I'm not entirely honest with you, and I apologize for that. Heck, I wish I could've tried better to honestly express what I felt. Perhaps, then... perhaps... maybe this wouldn't have happened.
Maybe you wouldn't have broken off our friendship because neither of us really knew what to say to each other. Maybe we wouldn't be talking as much as we used to. (I honestly missed hearing your voice on the phone every day.)
Why am I letting you slip through the cracks? I honestly liked being with you too much to let you go.
...
Maybe I'm the biggest idiot of all, for failing to see the warning signs. For texting you even after you told me not to. For being an idiot who still can't grasp reality.
I need to tell you. I like you more than you'd ever imagine. So don't let our friendship go to waste. We've known each other for too long to let it slip away from our fingers so quickly.
I'm too afraid to tell you in person, so.. I had to write a letter. Forgive me for my carelessness. For being forgetful and lazy. But I'd still like to be your friend more than anything else in the world.
Sincerely,
Kelton